Hello Ejju,
It's obvious to become sad, and a bit frustrated after not getting any orders as it's already been 5 months. Rather of showing dissatisfaction, please try to find the improvement areas. Think yourself as a buyer and what would have your requirements from a seller (specially a new seller). Are your GiGs fulfilling those requirements? If no, then upgrade your profile images, descriptions, pricing (wherever the improvements are required). Improvement is a continuous process. Waiting for your first good news here. Happy Freelancing. KH.