loathen

Because you had your money back, simple as that. If you already accepted the order and leave a 1 star review and requested a cancelation from Customer Support, sellers are left with a 1 star review of an order they didn’t get paid for, and sellers also lose their time. Fiverr Customer Support is buyer as much buyer friendly as anyone can hope for and the fact that you want to hurt sellers even though you got refunded seems cruel to me.